Working Towards Our Purpose

Welcome to working towards our purpose, a podcast that

offers a different perspective on what a job can be for everyone

out there that's heard that voice in the back of their head asking for something

more. It's time to listen to it. I'm your host, Gino,

and join me as I interview people who have decided to work in their

own purpose. Together, we will learn, become inspired,

and hopefully find our own path towards working in our purpose.

Hello and welcome to working towards our purpose. In

today's episode, I have a little bit of a different episode for you

all. I'm trying out a first solo episode

and we'll see how it goes. I'm not

totally pumped about talking for set amount of

minutes by myself, but I'm going to try it out and see

how it works. So there's a few things that I wanted to talk about in

today's episode, and we'll just kind of get

right into it and I'll try to have it as conversational as most

of my other podcast episodes are. So at the time of

recording this, I just about went over the one year mark of

this podcast. So first off, I just wanted to thank everybody who's

listened and thank all my guests for coming on.

And I've had some really good conversations with people, and I've

met people that I wouldn't have met otherwise. And it's

been a great way to learn about people and to

connect with people and to make connections with people. And

yeah, I just feel very grateful and fortunate for that.

Also, it happens to be right around the

time of my three year anniversary from quitting corporate and

kind of getting out of that lifestyle and making a lot of changes in my

life. And something else I'm also grateful and fortunate

for. So wanted to reflect upon that. And for

me, I always like to celebrate that day because it's an important

date that I decided to choose myself and to

choose my own happiness versus anything

else. And I guess it wasn't exactly that day that I chose

that, but it's a good reminder for me of the day

that I left, right? It's the day of the change. So this year

I celebrated by getting a tattoo and

finishing the rest of my arm sleeve. I had a half sleeve up

until that point, and I was able to finish it over a two day

session with this really amazing artist, Stefano. And

I just had like a really awesome experience. Maybe I'll get into that a little

bit more later in this episode, but some other things I want to talk about.

So this podcast, for me, has always been about learning and about

growing and about getting closer to the idea of

why I'm here or on this earth, what my calling or my purpose

is. And I've thought a lot about it as we kind of transition into

the new year. And I know it's a little bit into the new year now,

but I was thinking a lot about it and taking some time to myself.

And at the end of last year, I kind of came to a decision

in my mind about my business, pleasant podcasts.

And I think it might be helpful to talk about

as I continue to going along this path. And

for me, I think at first, Pleasant podcast

was my business, where I helped other podcasters. And

I always wanted it to be something that would fully support me

and make me more money than I did in my corporate

job and infinite potential and that sort of thing. But it hasn't really

been that. And I think being honest with that is something

that's important. And as I go into this new year,

my words for the new year are authenticity and radically

being myself. And I think being transparent in this is,

I don't know, helpful, maybe for somebody who's in a similar

position. So regardless of if it is or it isn't,

I want to share it because it is helping me be

more authentic to myself. So, that being

said, when I first quit Pleasant podcast was I put everything

into it and I tried a bunch of different things, and

I've mentioned it here and there before on the podcast. But the first year

for me was not at all how I expected. I expected to quit my

job, to put all my time into plus and podcasts, and then to make the

same amount of money that I did at my corporate engineering job. And that just

didn't happen. And there was things going on. It was still the

pandemic. I was completely working by myself. I wasn't

getting any help from anybody. And it just, I don't know, it became

this bit of a humbling experience. And at that point, after the

one year mark, it kind of forced me then to go out and get a

part time job where for me, at first that was seen as a

failure to get a job and then to also have a

business. You weren't a real entrepreneur if that's what you're doing.

But I've since changed my mind on that. And at first, I worked

some pretty bad jobs that I didn't really like at all and weren't really

contributing anything to me other than money. And then I think it was

probably around my second year mark where I worked

this job for a year and it helped pay bills,

but it was becoming a source of frustration. And I think I kind of paused

and thought about what I was doing, and I decided to

get a job that would give me something in return

other than just money. And at that point, I decided

that I wanted to be a barista because I thought it was a useful skill

that I could take anywhere. And I was always interested in coffee. I'd like

coffee a lot. I like the atmosphere of coffee shops,

people working or writing or doing schoolwork. So I kind of

like the idea of being able to be a barista. At which point I applied

to a bunch of barista jobs, and the one that got back to me was

a bagel shop with a barista position. So, long story

short, I started working there. I worked as a barista for a little bit,

and then I got into some other things and learned a bunch of different new

skills and trades and eventually found myself in farmers markets,

which I really enjoy. And I've met so many awesome people through

and kind of done some other things around there, too. And just

working for a small business, it's been not like any of my other

jobs that I've had. And it's nice because it's part time and I

don't have to be there full time, and I don't have to invest all of

myself into it. But when I am there, I work with some really great

people, and I'm able to kind of go where

things interest me. And I feel as though my opinion is heard.

And really what I'm just trying to say is that it doesn't feel like a

job that I've had in the past. And it's not a place that I don't

like going to because I only work three days a week there. It

isn't this thing that I dread, and I've been able to enjoy it and to

learn and to learn transferable skills that I can use other places.

So it's really been a good experience. And I'm also open to the idea

that if it doesn't become a good experience anymore and it's something that

I don't enjoy doing, then I can move on to something else.

And I think really what I'm trying to say with this whole thing is that

the idea of just having a business that supports you and

that's the only thing you do, and you put everything into it, at least for

me. Maybe that's not the way for me.

Maybe it is, maybe it's not. But I'm being really open to the idea

that this entrepreneurial path or

path towards purpose, because I don't even really like saying entrepreneur anymore. I think

it's more so a path towards purpose and finding purpose in your work.

However, that may look so for me, when I'm going to a farmers market and

having conversations with people every week and making connections and human connections,

that to me is purpose. And it allows me to

be in the moment and appreciate everything around me. And I think that that

for me is a huge part of purpose. But it's also given me the space

to think about what I want to do with my business. And because I

have that secondary income, it doesn't put as much pressure on

me to make pleasant podcasts support me

fully, which then helps me make decisions, not from a

monetary standpoint. So I think that that's really important

or that has been really important for me and is something

that I want to talk about now, because like I said earlier, I'm

changing my idea of what I thought Pleasant podcast was. And

now coming into this new year, how I'm thinking about it is it's kind of

maybe just this small company that only works with a small amount of people,

and I work with people that I really care about. I don't have to

constantly keep forcing podcasting. And

it made me think back to how I even got into podcasting to begin with.

And it was because when I was in my corporate engineering job, I was

just desperate to do anything else. And the only skill that

I saw myself having was audio engineering because I had been recording

music and I was listening to podcasts. So it kind of

just clicked into place to like, oh, I can use my

engineering skills that I've learned through music for podcasting. Because

for me, it was like almost an insecurity thing because it's like, I

don't think I'm good enough to be doing music, but podcasting is

a lot easier from an audio engineering standpoint. So

I could do that, and that's kind of how I got into it. It's been

surprising in the fact of it's helped me along my

journey and making connections with people and seeing people

do the things that they really care about. And for that, I really still love

it. But I don't want it to be this thing that's like, I need

to force it to be like a money making machine. And

therefore, now I'm doing stuff that I don't really care about anymore. So that being

said, I've come to terms that pleasant podcast

is one of my small businesses that

is a piece of my identity, but it's not all of me. And it

is this smaller thing now that gives me some sort of

income, but it doesn't fully sustain me, and that's okay. And

if it becomes bigger, that's cool. And if there's something exciting that I

want to put into it, then I'll do that, but I won't

force something, and I'm not going to force some sort of

marketing tactic to bring me more clients. For me,

I think I feel like there's an even bigger thing that I could

be doing or an even bigger way of helping people. For a long time, I

felt that with podcasting, I've always kind of just maybe found

people that I would want to work with, but kind of having to force

it into the podcast framework and if it was something that they didn't want to

do, because podcasting is not for everyone and it has tons

of cool benefits, and I think there's many positives to it, but

there's also some things that just make people uncomfortable. And I think that that's

okay. And you don't have to be doing podcasting and

coming to that realization. It's like, okay, well, how can I help people more, and

where do I want to help people? And I'm still answering that myself.

And I think that this podcast has been helpful for me in seeing

what's possible and having communications and connections with

people that make me think more of myself. And I'm

not sure what it is yet, but I know that there's something else out there

for me, and I think being open to it and giving the

room for myself to find out what that is, is

important. So that being said, not looking at pleasant podcasts

as this big thing that I need to solve, or

this problem of how do I get more clients, how do I make more money

with it? I'm not really looking at it like that anymore. I'm looking at it

as it is and being okay with that and accepting that

and then thinking about what I want to be doing in the

future. And I'm still kind of defining what that is.

And again, I'm okay with not knowing yet. I really like

the idea of helping people more to figure out

who they are and to do the things that they really want to be doing

and to work towards their purpose. And I think this podcast

is one of the closest things that I found

that resonate with me as far as what I want to be doing with my

life and my purpose. And so that's why I've decided

to try to put more into this and to try

to release episodes more than biweekly. And the goal is

to interview more people and it's to do more solo episodes and

it's to check in more with myself and to kind of just put that out

there to be more authentically myself and to put more of me into this

podcast and to see where it goes. So the goal is to release

weekly episodes. Maybe I'll take a break sometime in the summer or something like that,

but I would like to release weekly episodes

and really just start talking to some more people and start making my

own solo episodes where I'm contemplating these things and thinking

about where I want to be helping people and where

I want my life to be and thinking of

everything less from a business standpoint and more of like a person

standpoint, I think, is kind of where I'm leaning towards and

yeah, I don't know. I always tell the story about when I first made my

first business cards for Pleasant podcasts and how I didn't even put my name on

it because I was trying to separate myself from the business, because I

was afraid of putting myself out there. And now I feel like I'm just

chasing the opposite of that. It's not even a business anymore. It's just

me. And how can I help people in a way that makes me

money? Because of course that's important, but not

prioritizing the money and thinking about more. So,

like, what fills me up energetically and how can I feel like I'm helping

other people? So, hopefully this wasn't too

rambly, but yeah, I'm going to look to start to do some

more of these solo episodes. I don't know how often they'll be. And this year

I've also started a substac, which is something that's new to me.

It's pretty much like a blog site that

also gets sent out as like a newsletter. So if you want to join my

substac, I'm basically going to be talking about things that I've

learned through books and people that I've come across and kind of just

ideas about the things that I'm thinking about. And it's not going to be like

an every Monday sort of thing, but I'm going to try to send one out

weekly. And it's just a practice for me of being really

authentic in the hopes of inspiring other people to be more of themselves

and to find more purpose for themselves. Yeah.

So if you'd like to follow me on Substac. I have a link in the

show notes to where you can just click it and follow me. It's free. You

can also comment and stuff, and I'd love to hear feedback. I always love to

hear any feedback that anyone has. So thank you for listening

and I'll have another interview podcast for you next week, so I'll see you

then. Be well. Thank you for listening to working towards

our purpose. If you liked today's episode and are interested in more,

you can sign up for my substac newsletter with the link in the show notes

where I share thoughts, tips and ideas that I'm learning along my

journey to help inspire you. The show was produced by

pleasantpodcasts@pleasantpodcast.com.